Stay Strong


Few incidents are such very influential to lapse back with time, strange thing happened with me when I relived this whole year , I felt the after effects of my past incidents and my recent incident are gonna be same.

Talking about the recent incident, It’s been  almost dozen of days, am mostly like locked up inside house with the feel of handicapped . I deduce to agree on this saying “Life is never the same as what you wanted”, but i have heard few altered versions of this quote as well i.e. sometimes it is as you wanted,in my case at least this year,it wasn’t even a bit as I wanted.

I met with an accident, this time it was like , witnessing just being saved from outrageous crush of my body. One more bit to the “darkest days of my life”. Memory is a energy, it never gets destroyed ones it’s created. Darkest days are strongest memories in your memory network, in what you are today as much as nicest memories have their role the darkest too is paramount one.

Every time standoffish things happened in my life ,I recollect one common thing they thought is “STAY STRONG”…Am a person who is blessed with weak health,you must be thinking how can I say “weak health ” as blessed thing that’s because although of that, I always had guts to dream bigger ,work hard, do as much more as a healthy person would think to do,so it behaved always like catalyst in boosting me to do for passion. I have been always asked, suggested , why don’t you just be happy with a job you have and what ever small things you can do,why do you do so many things and be so hard to yourself????, to be frank sometimes even I have asked that to myself,the answer which reverberates from me  is “you are not the one who settles at small things and to be in peace you got to follow your heart”!!!… Yes that’s me, I cant’ deny or run away from it, this passion is my  kid ,a long about I gave birth to it, nurtured it, still nurturing..that’s the thing I should live and die for.

I tell you it’s not easy, people criticize ,people judge you on their experiences, it’s always difficult to convince over a point on which people have no experience or have no  cases and situations they  have came across and mostly they don’t want to pursue newer ones, then I concluded ,you need not to convince anyone , you just have to stay strong over your point, there is an exception for the above statement i.e. you will have few in your life ,who owe to be convinced those are your “Loved ones”, they ask to be convinced just to see how strong you are at your point not that they suspect you or not believe you and don’t worry they are always open for newer thoughts so they wouldn’t judge you.Be you with them.

So whatever happens, bad ,good,wished,unwanted ,don’t get carried away by the things you face from the people you are surrounded with, that uneven ,bitter experience is obvious, all are individual , all think differently, I know,you will be in suffering along with this judging thing does bother but staying strong to what you believe  is more important.

That’s all to say for now.

Yeah,Thank god, after long suffering, from  morning I see a relief from pain is gradually surrounding me. Thanks a lot my lord and my dear ones who stood by me at this time , Dhanzz(Dhanya Shree), Beni(Benish Balakrishnan) and Praji.
Thanks for the well wishes Vijay,Deep(gyandeep) and Berryyaa(Deepa Anil).



Why it was much more about grinding yourself over my body???Why it was today much more about making me get excited so that you enjoy the exciting ride???,Why it was much more about making me feel sensuous so that you feel seductive, today????…why it was not about adoring my body,today?….why it was not about loving this body to express the divine love for soul ???….rather why it went today being all about satisfying your physical need, satisfying your currents  through rubbing your restless penis…………!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


P.S : Untold story of countless souls!

#Naked Truths

Countryside Dream

Countryside dream

I have winged this,
When my heart says,
Unleash from curb
& take a swing miss.

Abode where I live in trance,
deep nights seem ceaseless.
Morning hue shiver the virile’ s
lingered ardent gasp……..

Vague manoeuvre,
in the meticulous embrace.
Supping the rufous wine,
innumerably absorbed by those split lines.

Urge for more wine,
or covet to dig in the gold mine,
gulping breath,
lips went in tilt.
scout’s hand around amber waist,
pulling her to him,
lips got locked in evincing depth.

Drenched in quaffing wine,
letting to mingle each other’s divine,
stupendous sharing,
of drunken wine.

Home where window,
let the wind of bow,
fondling the souls in serene,
causing gust to explore more!!!!!!!!!!!!

Unimaginable musings

No strings attached Soul!!!



Unassailable Stuffs, I

It’ s been quite some time I thought of watching couple of videos , before I unroll this post,I would like to tell you about my way of watching and reading any new stuff, sometimes I just watch but sometimes I really watch, making no sense?…now it will, “I just watch” here I see, is it hit-or-miss stuff, remunerative,  pleasing to my wisdom? (wisdom need to be pleased??, mine YES!! :P) and Capable to hold back to my seat without my own effort of doing it…. “I really watch”…here am much intended to watch it…whatever comes it will curtains.


Once is blue moon I say “According to the hoyle”(considering my mind’s two watching pattern) .Am penning down about “First part”of such one series of video from my recently watched triumphant video I must say in trapping my MIND in both ways!!!! ..I call them unassailable Stuffs….


We all own our world… speak our voice, its beneath lies our wisdom of expressing our perception, poise of dealing with situations……

Watch here – Pachude Lokam ( Pachu’s World), his world he showcase here ,take what your wisdom permits!!!!


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Worth a read!!!

Hello my readers and scribblers, today am very happy to use this space to write about a new venture of my fellow writer, a very special  friend Ajayvyas.

Here he has successfully published his debut book’s e-copy, being a alibi for almost all his work I must it’s worth a read!!!

Must say this is moment of proud for me Ajay !

Here am providing the link to find his book which is available in Amazon……

Happy read guys,
All the very best Ajay.

Never forget to live life !!!

With coffee


One day as normal I was sitting with my coffee……smell of beans as usual enthralling….. Wind from somewhere let that smell to escape from cup and reach me.. Probably smell of beans never asked that wind where are you from,why did u help me to escape…..Neither I tried on this puzzle…. Yet I fell in love with that smell.

Here I din’t think of any who helped me to fall in such divine love

It means am ungrateful?? Isn’t it?

I rushed to mighty lord  to ask this….He said

My Lil pie…. Sometimes you don’t question bcoz you are not destined for curtained answers,

I closed my eyes… Gazed my presence in romance I had with beans smell!!!

Forever in love with coffee,❤