Stay Strong


Few incidents are such very influential to lapse back with time, strange thing happened with me when I relived this whole year , I felt the after effects of my past incidents and my recent incident are gonna be same.

Talking about the recent incident, It’s been  almost dozen of days, am mostly like locked up inside house with the feel of handicapped . I deduce to agree on this saying “Life is never the same as what you wanted”, but i have heard few altered versions of this quote as well i.e. sometimes it is as you wanted,in my case at least this year,it wasn’t even a bit as I wanted.

I met with an accident, this time it was like , witnessing just being saved from outrageous crush of my body. One more bit to the “darkest days of my life”. Memory is a energy, it never gets destroyed ones it’s created. Darkest days are strongest memories in your memory network, in what you are today as much as nicest memories have their role the darkest too is paramount one.

Every time standoffish things happened in my life ,I recollect one common thing they thought is “STAY STRONG”…Am a person who is blessed with weak health,you must be thinking how can I say “weak health ” as blessed thing that’s because although of that, I always had guts to dream bigger ,work hard, do as much more as a healthy person would think to do,so it behaved always like catalyst in boosting me to do for passion. I have been always asked, suggested , why don’t you just be happy with a job you have and what ever small things you can do,why do you do so many things and be so hard to yourself????, to be frank sometimes even I have asked that to myself,the answer which reverberates from me  is “you are not the one who settles at small things and to be in peace you got to follow your heart”!!!… Yes that’s me, I cant’ deny or run away from it, this passion is my  kid ,a long about I gave birth to it, nurtured it, still nurturing..that’s the thing I should live and die for.

I tell you it’s not easy, people criticize ,people judge you on their experiences, it’s always difficult to convince over a point on which people have no experience or have no  cases and situations they  have came across and mostly they don’t want to pursue newer ones, then I concluded ,you need not to convince anyone , you just have to stay strong over your point, there is an exception for the above statement i.e. you will have few in your life ,who owe to be convinced those are your “Loved ones”, they ask to be convinced just to see how strong you are at your point not that they suspect you or not believe you and don’t worry they are always open for newer thoughts so they wouldn’t judge you.Be you with them.

So whatever happens, bad ,good,wished,unwanted ,don’t get carried away by the things you face from the people you are surrounded with, that uneven ,bitter experience is obvious, all are individual , all think differently, I know,you will be in suffering along with this judging thing does bother but staying strong to what you believe  is more important.

That’s all to say for now.

Yeah,Thank god, after long suffering, from  morning I see a relief from pain is gradually surrounding me. Thanks a lot my lord and my dear ones who stood by me at this time , Dhanzz(Dhanya Shree), Beni(Benish Balakrishnan) and Praji.
Thanks for the well wishes Vijay,Deep(gyandeep) and Berryyaa(Deepa Anil).


With coffee


One day as normal I was sitting with my coffee……smell of beans as usual enthralling….. Wind from somewhere let that smell to escape from cup and reach me.. Probably smell of beans never asked that wind where are you from,why did u help me to escape…..Neither I tried on this puzzle…. Yet I fell in love with that smell.

Here I din’t think of any who helped me to fall in such divine love

It means am ungrateful?? Isn’t it?

I rushed to mighty lord  to ask this….He said

My Lil pie…. Sometimes you don’t question bcoz you are not destined for curtained answers,

I closed my eyes… Gazed my presence in romance I had with beans smell!!!

Forever in love with coffee,❤


Shore where,
water meets sand glare…
shore where barque,
meets land to its anchor…..

Shore where,
thirst meets content…..
shore where,
musings meet abut…….

Shore where,
some torment meets peace…..
Shore where,
itself resides in misery……

A boat says,
Shore where,
awe is in each splinter…..
Shore where,
intoxicating night’s musk is such so common…

Shore where,
a boat sailed by its wish……
Shore where,
senorita is missing to discern………

Shore where,
a beauteous  heart walking alone……
shore where,
hopes are still on, to get her hands along……

Shore where
hands to hold, is dead…………
Shore where
sour is already in blend………….
Shore where,
search for soothing, is endless……..
Shore where,
your  hopes seemed bare ….

One old!!


Drama starts like this…….

Curtains raises,
seen was about eyes,
of that senorita,
searching for whom caballero,
drilled entire words womb.

Urge took its first birth,
leaped into sea of cast.
Scenes went one on one,
caballero could made to her courtyard.

Words boarded first,
in no time voice sailed to that shore.
For split seconds of Queen,
man with love craved prolong.

He splashed his compassion,
in side out he could ever canvas.
Purity he saw in her heart,
Bought all smugness for the man with candour .

Nude expressions,
they spilled on faces,
profound in their way of being,
made them easy to perceive the grill.

She owns a shore of scar,
still he sailed on and on with his ardour for her.
He started having her in everything,
even lived the moments in gasp of night’s warmth.

He is drenched by her,
Or say by his musings in serene.
What that heart gonna get,
Is something time have to reveal.

“I had made love to you in dreams”
Words from him, luring, echoing in her ears.
She wonders, what thread in her,
made this affinity to occur.
Shall she let him breath her breath?, is what remained unresolved till drama ends…….

Never seen, hardly known to each, mysterious thread behold this shore and his heart…….

Life is such epic drama…..,

Flares spread!!!!!

A thought about Life!!!

Life is all about taking chances. It’s about doing something you initially thought you could never do. It’s about being little crazy, following your heart and not worrying about every detail of what everyone else thinks.

Above all, it’s about learning to love who you are, what you have…. and channelize yourself to get what you want!!!!

Unsatisfied state always drains energy; it helps us in no way…. A sense of satisfaction for what we have certainly avoids that drain and we can use the same energy to move ahead for gaining, fulfilling our expectations that we hold for ourselves!!!

Leave being unsatisfied and love yourself!!

Will scribble soon.

In life’s Marathon run



The marathon starts the day we realize we only have to finish this run, becomes effortless when we explore why we are running. Heartbeat is the core resource for the run, so fill it up with the high spirit, and let your destination be a contemplative one, which seeks mandatorily calmness, humanity, and livelihood to get driven by. Destination may orient towards new direction in the span of run, different things and sudden changes always makes the run thrilled one… Sometimes we may find our self out of the track too, but there is no need to be worried when we are keen in choosing the driving force to reach our destination. In the journey of run, grab all that you can… Give more than you think you can…. Bag up every worthy thing which MONEY certainly can’t buy….. Let your memory be overflowed with beautiful memories your eyes captured, mind processed and heart preserved!!!

Lessons, failures, distractions should be like an energy drink for the run… When they become weights kept on our back, journey becomes tougher comparatively.

Keep running!!!!

Will scribble soon!!

She was crying,still was happy!!!!!!!!!

That was the dusk time of the day Oct 11th. She was very happy because that day she was heard without speaking and also she was replying to the messages yet those were her responses to that guy’s pain. That was the time she was really far from all her dear ones, heart was really ready to relay on, believe upon on little care shown.

Yeah that care, affection was shown by that guy. She started emotionally relaying upon him, and so was he. She told some stories to get his attention. Today she feel it was not at all necessary, feel so funny. She goes mad remembering what all she did thinking without doing all that she could lose him!!!…..

There were lot of negative energies homed in him which was in him from his childhood. It was really a great challenge for that girl to live in that negativity so that she could sweep it completely from him. As a believer of good will, goodness, patience, truthfulness, thoughtfulness he had always been a puzzle to tackle. She certainly loved tackling him. She did it heartily that day without any expectation and today she feels complacent to see her reflection of optimism in him.

For people it looked, she gives all her time to him, roam with him, would be doing all fun stuff, but she knows most of their calls, walks were to resolve one or other problem of him or his family, personal disturbances. She knew what she had been filling in, replacing those disbelieve on himself, wrong conception he had about life with all positive perspective. She nourished him as her own kid.

For entire world he was a big mess, stubborn to handle, rigid to teach but for her it was easy. May be her most willing heart to help him, made it easy…..

So many questions raised over her choice from her loved ones. She cried those days very badly, but at the end she was very happy, thinking she is the only one who knows what all she had gone through, what all she have faced, on all those for the “good will” she have chose him.

Whatever people may say, think today she knows what all difficulties she had been through and will go through for whom she has chose, but she believes that is life, when you face no difficulties, pain you never become a great sculpture from mere rock.

Today their clear thoughts, show casing them their beautiful life coming ahead,….they are going ahead hand in hand, happily……………..